And one year passed by already.. man that was fast. Im sure to draw more stuff this december, so I might update it maybe, but for now Ill leave it as it is.
What a year. And I think I can say that I see that I improved. I even got a DD, man. Coloring is much easier to me than one year ago, lightning, using shadows, composition.. I learned really alot this year.
I think that I improved in pretty much every way, because when I look at my last years stuff I think partwise "Oh god, how the hell could I paint and color something that horrible? Did I really do this?" And thats why I think that I really reached my only serious goal I had this year. This would be that I feel like I have improved, and am happy with what I am doing. And it isn't that hard hard to me anymore, last year I was thinking all the time stuff like "You have to improve, I could do this better for sure, why cant I? You must get better!" Of course that is still there, I think it would be bad if this feeling wouldn't be there anymore, but it isnt that much anymore, like, how should I say that.. I am not 'torturing' myself with that thought anymore.
Still I want to get better now for sure, but I feel more happy now. Its a whole new feeling, and I like it. And thats, too, thanks to you who watch me, comment on my works, fav them.. (I got 500 more watchers this year!) who even got me a DD. I, too got some new friends through here to improve together with (like doing challanges from time to time), to share thoughts with. c: I really, really appreciate that. Thank you guys for that!
Well okay enough of that long text, I sure will be doing some more works this month, so stay tuned and more important, stay awesome!