Hey guys n' gals! Been a while since I wrote a journal. So yeah, artist talking random stuff time!
As some of you may know, all I am doing right now is sitting at home and doing art all day long. Earning money sure wouldn't be bad since I dont really like living completely from my mom's money, but since Im not getting any comissions in the last time, this wish will take a while to get true. I would love to do art for other people tho, my dream would be to work in some game industry maybe as concept artist. To work at something amazing as GW2 for example.
Theres still a long way to go for me to make this happen though I think. So I am training every day for this you could say. I have only one life and I dont wanna waste it, so I wanna focus completely on art, and not do any small jobs beside this which may make me change this course. I really hope this will pay off.
I wanna do something important with my life, I do not want to waste it. This thought of "I want to be remembered" or "Will anybody in the future think I did the right thing" which many people have I believe, I do have this too. Maybe that is why I am doing art, but maybe it is just because I want to make people around me happy. I want to brighten up peoples days with my work, if people smile at my work I will be happy too. Maybe that is why I want to work at some really big thing, like GW2. GW2 is my favorite game as some of you may know, I love the art, the story, all that love they put into it. I want to be part of something big too. Cause this game really makes me smile when I look all those great designs and artworks they've done.
Now something different from all this important life talk. Okay, well as its known, artists have to be attentionwhores sometimes to be seen. So, I almost reached 900 watchers, which is an incredible number really.
When I reach 1,000 watchers, I want to make myself an facebook art page. Since I dont update my regular bookface account with art, I think this is the right thing. And Im not really on other social networks with my art beside dA. I hope you guys can support me with that!
Also, for that I want to start making painting videos. Like regular sped up painting videos. I honestly really never made a video in my entire life, so this will be like a little challange for me. Especially because I tend to check networks and chat with people while drawing. I have recorded the most process (sketch not included) of my latest piece "Der Hirsch" with livestream if somebodies intrested, I could upload that if you're intrested.
Also I wanna thank you guys for all those kind words on my latest work, means alot to me!
Now, give me your thoughs if you read through all of this, would love to hear 'em!
EDIT: Oh, also, I want to do full day streams now more regular, like every week maybe. Means whole day studying, arting. At least for 6 hours. Maybe on every wednesday or thursday, or friday? We'll see.
And how are you today? c:
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